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Unmasked : my life solving America's cold cases / Paul Holes, with Robin Gaby Fisher.

by Holes, Paul, author.

New York : Celadon Books, 2022.

Subjects

Holes, Paul.

Detectives -- United States -- Biography.

Cold cases (Criminal investigation) -- United States.

Criminal investigation -- United States.

ISBN:

9781250622792 (hardcover) :

1250622794 (hardcover)

Description:

viii, 272 pages, 8 unnumbered pages of plates : illustrations (chiefly color) ; 25 cm

"From the detective who found The Golden State Killer, a memoir of investigating America's toughest cold cases and the rewards--and toll--of a life solving crime. I order another bourbon, neat. This is the drink that will flip the switch. I don't even know how I got here, to this place, to this point. Something is happening to me lately. I'm drinking too much. My sheets are soaking wet when I wake up from nightmares of decaying corpses. I order another drink and swig it, trying to forget about the latest case I can't shake. Crime-solving for me is more complex than the challenge of the hunt, or the process of piecing together a scientific puzzle. The thought of good people suffering drives me, for better or worse, to the point of obsession. People always ask how I am able to detach from the horrors of my work. Part of it is an innate capacity to compartmentalize; the rest is experience and exposure, and I've had plenty of both. But I had always taken pride in the fact that I can keep my feelings locked up to get the job done. It's only been recently that it feels like all that suppressed darkness is beginning to seep out. When I look back at my long career, there is a lot I am proud of. I have caught some of the most notorious killers of the twenty-first century and brought justice and closure for their victims and families. I want to tell you about a lifetime solving these cold cases, from Laci Peterson to Jaycee Dugard to the Pittsburgh homicides to, yes, my twenty-year-long hunt for the Golden State Killer. But a deeper question eats at me as I ask myself, at what cost? I have sacrificed relationships, joy-even fatherhood--because the pursuit of evil always came first. Did I make the right choice? It's something I grapple with every day. Yet as I stand in the spot where a young girl took her last breath, as I look into the eyes of her family, I know that, for me, there has never been a choice. "I don't know if I can solve your case," I whisper. "But I promise I will do my best." It is a promise I know I can keep"--Provided by publisher.

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Location	Collection	Call No.	Status	Due Date
Aina Haina Public Library	Adult Biography	B Holes Ho	Checked In		Add Copy to MyList
Hawaii State Library	Social Science & Philosophy	363.25092 Holes Ho	Checked In		Add Copy to MyList
Kailua-Kona Public Library	Adult Nonfiction	363.25092 Holes Ho	Checked In		Add Copy to MyList
Kaimuki Public Library	Adult Nonfiction	363.25092 Holes Ho	Checked out	05/21/2024	Add Copy to MyList
Kalihi-Palama Public Library	Adult Nonfiction	363.25092 Holes Ho	Checked out	05/16/2024	Add Copy to MyList
McCully-Moiliili Public Library	Adult Biography	B Holes Ho	Checked In		Add Copy to MyList
Mililani Public Library	Adult Nonfiction	363.25092 Holes Ho	Checked In		Add Copy to MyList
Naalehu Public Library	Adult Nonfiction	363.25092 Holes Ho	Checked In		Add Copy to MyList
Wailuku Public Library	Adult Nonfiction	363.25092 Holes Ho	Checked In		Add Copy to MyList

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